Senin, 11 Juli 2011

day 6

after 3 weeks struggling with high feeling, the lost kite, i decided to go to another doctor. i make a bet again. but i keep thinking, if am not doing now, when ? and how its gonna end, we all never know,..once again, i put my life in God hands. still with lil scare,..
after taking the medicine, i feel okey,..i feel full and more calm,..or too calm, not sure, i had severe cold and menstruation to,, i dont know the exact feeling that i have now. but in general, i feel okey, even i feel a lil bit not me, in first hour of taking that pills. i hope this week will end soon,..and i will go for control again,...i need my laugh back,...i need my concius mind back,...

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