Rabu, 21 Januari 2009

i just miss him so much,..

For the last couple of days,..i miss him so intens,..But it just like the feeling Rielke has for Lou Salome,..forbidden to be true,..but it is so true. When u miss somebody, u doing crazy things, and always found silly reason to make it sane. I did that!! i try to call him twice,..by searching the number tru internet ( thanks GOD i had clue bout this technology ),..but i couldnt talk to him,..His away from me since long,...there is no chance for me to get close to him,..but i keep missing him,..coolect the pieces of memories, getting hurt everytime i remembered it,..what so ever,..I only knew,..for now,..I miss him badly,..

Senin, 19 Januari 2009

untuk seseorang,..

aku tahu,..
malam ini berpetir dan hujan,..
dingin tak terbantahkan,..
makin menghantam dalam diam.
namun bayangmu hadir,..
mengganggu tidur ku
mengusir mimpi ,..
namun kau tak merambat nyata,..
kehadiranmu,..
merusak hari nyataku,..
menggangu keseharianku,...
mengacaukan debar jantungku,..
walau hanya bayang,..
kau berhasil menaklukan ku
berhasil menyeretku
dalam hampa tak berkesudahan,..
karena kau tak ada
tak bisa kunikmati lebih,..
daripada bayangmu,..