Kamis, 26 Juni 2008

being human,..

Aku berkali-kali mengulang membaca sebuah surat elektronik dari temanku nun jauh disana. kalimat yang pali kuingat adalah, "get everything for instant itu hanya akan membuat kamu seperti manusia mon". Aku jadi berpikir, if not like a human, what should i look a like? Pertanyaan yang mengganggu dan range jawabannya menjadi sangat lebar, unlimited.
Hipotesa yang tercipta dan masih bercokol dibenakku sampai sekarang adalah, "he dont want me to be a human, as other human" mengingat prinsip hidup dia adalah, "lebih baik menjadi orang yang kesedikitan daripada orang kebanyakan." But, after, its occur to me " apa salah menjadi "human" like so many others, who can cry and lough, or moarn, or even laugh and cry at the same time!! Its not gonna hurt me, if its hurt, but not gonna be that deep. In fact, many people, cry and laugh for many different reason also.
In fact, being human is a blees, coz as human you have feeling to show. And showing a feeling is a part of human identity. Jadi ketika temenku menulis surat seperti itu, terasa sekali kalau dunianya dingin, even his a warm person. Facing the raff world should not make you raff too. May be you can make the world smoother by smile to it. Ibarat pepatah orang minang, "kareh samo kareh, akan patah jadinyo". Because i believe the world spinning on balancing,....

Selasa, 17 Juni 2008

Away,..

when i wrote this, i hold my tears
from being fall down,...
i just try to abort all the sadness,..
that makes me feel away,.. from home
my mom call me,..almost every nigth,
remind me to eat well, sleep earlier, and pray,..
and each time of it,..
i consider as a routine
i never realize that,..
the things that make me whole
then,..there is a time,..
like today,..
that mom didnt call,..
and me, just happen to feel sick,..
not well,..and miss her
i dial her number,..
she sound worried, asking how am doing?
she started to ask non stop question,.
am i feel sick,..and so on,..and so on,..
i just amazed by it,..
even am away,....
moms feels me,...
and me,..
down here,..hold my tears,..
desperately miss her touch,..
that always cured me,...
i hate for being away from mom,...

Rabu, 04 Juni 2008

Hair Incident

For very long years,..many years, i remembered AXl ROSE, Yes! AXL ROSE, sebagai salah satu rocker paling sexy dengan celana pendek, kemeja kotak, badan meliuk-liuk and rambut lurus panjang tergerai. 1000 % HOT!!! Tapi karena kesibukan, gue dah ga sempat lagi mengikuti perkembangan musik dan dandanan seorang Mr. Rose. N this morning, i just found him in spagheti hair!!! oh God, its real a Spagheti Incident!!
That hair blow up his long lasting image in my brain. But, at the end, i just put some comen on his page, among other comment, which most of them saying that his still hot as before, but for me " dear Mr. Rose, no matter hows ur hair, am still ur fans. No matter what hair u used".