Kamis, 21 Januari 2010

try to be productive

since so many illness i suffer in my body, make me limited dream that dream about. no more dream about having trip to abroad, as i wonder, am gonna death alone, or dream that i can have lover. 

its hard to let go that such a. becaused that dream feed me and energized me during my adult life. i living a dream. i;ll do alright if you know what i mean.

now, everything started to get better, and i started to dream again. not as big as before, but yeah, i have courage to dream again,...

Jumat, 08 Januari 2010

tahun baru,..

tahun baru,..

dulu dan kini,..

ada kembang api,

langit berwarna-warni,..

menyambut tahun baru

yang tak pernah sepi,..