for the heart which never cool down,....

for the heart
which keep awaken at night
please forget about what happen to day,..
please overcome the anger
please stop feeling fear
please eliminate the sadness
just please,.
because i need to sleep tight
to night...

i just miss him so much,..

For the last couple of days,..i miss him so intens,..But it just like the feeling Rielke has for Lou Salome,..forbidden to be true,..but it is so true. When u miss somebody, u doing crazy things, and always found silly reason to make it sane. I did that!! i try to call him twice,..by searching the number tru internet ( thanks GOD i had clue bout this technology ),..but i couldnt talk to him,..His away from me since long,...there is no chance for me to get close to him,..but i keep missing him,..coolect the pieces of memories, getting hurt everytime i remembered it,..what so ever,..I only knew,..for now,..I miss him badly,..

untuk seseorang,..

aku tahu,..
malam ini berpetir dan hujan,..
dingin tak terbantahkan,..
makin menghantam dalam diam.
namun bayangmu hadir,..
mengganggu tidur ku
mengusir mimpi ,..
namun kau tak merambat nyata,..
kehadiranmu,..
merusak hari nyataku,..
menggangu keseharianku,...
mengacaukan debar jantungku,..
walau hanya bayang,..
kau berhasil menaklukan ku
berhasil menyeretku
dalam hampa tak berkesudahan,..
karena kau tak ada
tak bisa kunikmati lebih,..
daripada bayangmu,..

Salvation

read my lips,..
i even undare to speak,..
but cloud over my head,..
cacth my eyes,..
i even scare to starring at you,..
but desired you so bad, inside
as far as i can go,..
my road cover by ur shadow,..
i desired you badly,...
till thunder can smell my passion,..
take my hand,..
or even drag it,..
i will not try to let go,..
i just gonna follow,..
become part of your shadow,..

half bread,..and choco milk,..

wake up with spooky eyes,..
half dreaming,..sleep walking,..
im going to the kitchen,..
staring at the table,..
before realizing the stow,..
breakfast cooking,..imagining,..
fresh baked toast n a cup of black coffe,..
once again,..
am staring at the stow,..
realizing,..facing,..
a half bread,.. and choco milk,..
i've got for breakfast things,..

An Ignorant Soul,..

To some people that hate me,..
should i care bout their faith?
To some people that put tears in my eyes,..
they never be part of my days!
To some people that put anger in my heart,..
for me, their not even exist,..
To the people that judge me bad
i really dont bother
my road is too long,..
i cant waste my energy,..
just to let u know,..
sometime,..i get weak and tired,..

the rainy day feeling,.....so,.....so

i never knew that he came with the rain.
But yes, everytime the day is rain,..
he apprears from the shadows behind the cloud.
i love him since long,..
but staring for his back is enough.
his out of my reach,..
but his smile always made my day
so, in love,...
till his breath thrill me
his little touch,..
put me on a high,...
i just smile to the rain,..
even its wet,..
even its windy,..
but the warmest feeling
coming with the rain,..
give a glimpse of his shadow,..
over my window,...